I and My Spirit

Yesterday
I caught a glimpse
Of my true Spirit...

She would measure
Ages old if Time
Were real...
She has known
Other Worlds
And has chosen
To manifest in this one
For some purpose...
If I destroy
My Human form,
Either by believing
Too fully in Ego
Or by disregarding
The necessities
Of my day-to-day
Then her visit here
Is wasted...
I see so clearly now,
As if through the
Very wise eyes
Of some higher being...
And thus I choose
To end
The glorification
Of my personal suffering...