On Forgiveness, And Guilt

Calling it "abuse" tattoos the abuser, but
The abuser's actions bruise, and hurt
Like any blood-crusted needle.
In forgiveness, must one
Cease to speak the crime?

Love and Abuse
Are distinctive coexisting issues:
Neither excludes the other
In definition

I have learned
That everything is multifactorial
And
Multiple truths coexist.
I have learned
That I am both careful
And
Careless.
I believe
That perceptions are never simple,
Life is never simple
I believe
In repeating mistakes
Whenever it feels right

Repitition is a writer's downfall
Repitition is a person's downfall

Get rid of the repitition, everything will be cleaner
Get rid of the repitition, and get on with the story
Get rid of the repitition, conscious word choice
Get rid of the repitition, incest, abuse, rape
Get rid of the repitition, repitition loses interest
Get rid of the repitition, find aerodynamic strength

Forgiveness and Guilt
Are coexisting in distinction
Repetitive cycle turning cartwheels
Limbs flailing
Down a grassy hill...

Flipping, turning
Turning, flipping
Forgiveness, sadness, guilt
Forgiveness, sadness, guilt
Over and again
Until the beginning...