Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Tales from the Ward


Deliever me
Out of my sadness...

All of my life,
I've been in hiding
Wishing there was someone just like you

Now that you're here
Now that I've found you
I know that you're the one to pull me through...

-Sarah Brightman


Years ago I was hospitialized for suicidal depression...in group, one of the therapists played the above Sarah Brightman song for us with instructions to turn the lyrics inward and play the love song for ourselves...

It was a useful exercise for me and one that I've encouraged others to try out, but I never could remember which song we had used...

Recently I have been struggling to stay on top and I have been utilizing angel cards as prayer aids. They have indicated music as important for me...which, in general, it is not. My roommate is out of town this week so last night I got on her computer and played her iTunes...and unbeknownst to me I played the above song...then began to recall it's significance in my life.

Synchronicities are everywhere and my Angels are speaking to me...
I am asking them too...
It may sound ludacris to you but it works........

1 Comments:

Blogger Unknown said...

I am a 36 year old former cutter who connects deeply with what you have written. I haven't cut myself in a long time and hope not to ever again but you are right about the scars that don't fade. I love your blog.

4:41 PM  

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