Honestly

you did not know that i am a master letter-writer

you didn't know that my words and thoughts
of you
are countless

you don't realize that i miss you already
have missed you
ever since we made
orgasmic love together
on our firelight evening

you don't realize my extreme sensitivity
how i react to you. your sweet
poison Self filling me up
like some intoxicatingly
decadent dessert
you are addicting

but please know
that despite my softly
rumbling hunger
i am more than content
with room to breathe

your absence
does not
torture me

you are
unique
and i
celebrate
you.

you glisten
and
we throb...
thrust
and dance....

gleeful